{"id":231,"date":"2012-08-17T23:04:00","date_gmt":"2012-08-17T23:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kimberleybarker.net\/2012\/08\/the-beauty-of-discovering-oneself-at-50-a-poem-from-my-mother\/"},"modified":"2012-08-17T23:04:00","modified_gmt":"2012-08-17T23:04:00","slug":"the-beauty-of-discovering-oneself-at-50-a-poem-from-my-mother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kimberleybarker.net\/2012\/08\/the-beauty-of-discovering-oneself-at-50-a-poem-from-my-mother\/","title":{"rendered":"The Beauty of Discovering Oneself at 50, A Poem from My Mother"},"content":{"rendered":"


\"Beautiful<\/a><\/p>\n

Yes, hard to believe I am actually going to post this. Actually admitting that I am going to turn 50 this year is a huge step for me.  But, I must say that today, somehow and in some strange way, I am proud to say that this is simply a number and yes , that will be my age.<\/p>\n

Today, I bless the fact that I have personally grown so much over these last few years and that as I walk toward this number in a few months, I know in my heart of hearts that it truly is a celebration of life.  A celebration that I am a very healthy woman.  I have energy that is difficult for most people to keep up with as I dance until 4am and I am not afraid to embrace my sexuality as a woman.  I am an independent, fun-spirited, vulnerable and loving woman who embraces life.  Do I get scared when new things appear?  yes, absolutely!  Do I say, “Bring It On!” Absolutely! After all, I am my mothers daughter and she is the strongest woman I know! <\/p>\n

As I embrace, the woman I am today, I am reminded of a poem that my mother wrote me when I turned 13 years old:<\/p>\n

                                             My Daughter’s Courage<\/em><\/p>\n

                             To live each day, with it’s contstant onslaught on our being, <\/em>
                                              takes Courage<\/em><\/p>\n

                             To endure, to persevere in the face of pain and adversity, take <\/em>
                               the strength of a mountain.<\/em><\/p>\n

                             It stands firm in the buffeting of snow and winds and rain.<\/em><\/p>\n

                             To stop fighting, to loosen your grasp on Courage would be for you,<\/em>
                                to die a little, to stop living. <\/em><\/p>\n

                             For you it would be as the shore line, eroded by the tide as it washes over it.<\/em>
                             Lost forever – never to return to its place.<\/em><\/p>\n

                             Courage, my dearest daughter, can only be drawn, from the hills we climb<\/em>
                                 over and overcome each moment.<\/em><\/p>\n

                             As we conquer them, we build for ourselves <\/em>
                                 <\/em>
                                               A Mountain<\/em><\/p>\n

                                             Strong and Sure<\/em><\/p>\n

                                             A Mountain <\/em>
                <\/em>
                                            Called our Lives.<\/em><\/p>\n

                                          Keep climbing my Darling<\/em><\/p>\n

                                                                Love Mom
                             <\/p>\n

Thank you Mom, for your unending love and strength.<\/p>\n

                                    
                     <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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